With all her true sentiments, she let him smooch her. He
moved his hand, with a strong desire, through her leg and then gradually put it
on her waist. Pulling both her legs with
his leg, he wrapped her within himself. His tight hug made her closer to him.
He kissing her face and her front neck made them to share the highest intimacy
she had ever expected. While he was
teasing her with his beard, she moved her hand on his broad chest. His perfume
was making her forget everything around and was one of the significant factors
to make her entirely engrossed into him. His silvery voice asking her to come
closest made her lose herself. Her true love for him could not stop him and
they both ended up in occupying half of a single bed. Their unspoken but known likeness
about each other made them to share a cozy moment.
Dhiraj, a guy who never wanted to be in a committed
relationship, and Ananya, a girl who was loyal to him without any relationship,
had a time which they both adored. Dhiraj was never fond of discussing future
and Ananya always dreamt her future with him. His thoughts never let her openly
speak her heart out to him. Both of them were known that they like each other;
however the difference of opinion about future discussion always put a limit on
their chats. Since there was no open
discussion on their likeness about each other, there was no known relationship
between them. Ananya was unknowingly getting involved and attached to him. Her
expectations of him spending time with her were increasing day by day. She was
becoming highly possessive, which she never wanted to be, and was not in a
state to tolerate him admiring some other girl. There was no commitment and
hence that made her to have a lose trust on him. Dhiraj, on the other hand, was
not much thinking about her or the time they spent together and was a strong
believer of enjoying a current moment. This thing created his transitory interest
in some other girl. Ananya, knowing this, was more than damaged. She never
wanted to lose him and this thing made her think that she had lost him. She
gradually realized that he once said that he was not interested in any serious
relationship. She realized that the time they spent together was because he had
no one else to spend time with. His nice talk which made her fall for him was
only till the time she started liking him. His obstinate demand of her being
perfect in everything she did was just like that. He had been giving such ideas
to everyone around him. She misunderstood it as him caring for her and did take
efforts to fit into his frame of perfection. Ananya then realized that, it was
her loving him and it was not him loving her. The time she spent with him was a golden time
for her. Bringing his favorite food, chatting with him genially and gazing at
him till her heart was fulfilled were a part of her daily routine.
Today, she was shedding tears in distress. She realized that
he was not wrong; it was just that he never understood her feelings. It was, might
be, just that he never wanted to understand her feelings. He did clarify that
he was a guy who was miles away from relationships. Ananya, herself, was right
at her place. Thinking too much about him had made her weak. She was in a sheer
where she was not sure what she should be doing next. She was feeling heaviness
in her heart. Concealing all her emotions had made her life misery; she shut
her eyes in anguish. She put her head on her pillow and then was dissolved in
tears. Only her Pillow had witnessed their closeness and then her cry. It had
witnessed her appealing eyes during their love as well as her swollen eyes
after she was damaged. There was no one around, who could understand her emotions;
there was no one with her to share her sorrow; there was no one who knew how
hurt she was; no one knew the amount of emotions she was hiding from rest of
the world, except her ‘Pillow’.
